i'm not perfect and i knew it right from the start.
something happened yesterday. a quarrel i suppose.
i dont know why did you say i gave you a " bu shuang " face but i can swear that i did not.
you did not ask if you can play basketball with me, so how am i suppose to know.
i'm not fucking clever. yes, i agree.
i'm not fucking chio. yes, i agree.
i'm not fucking popular. and yes, i agree.
what i'm happy is that i treat everyone sincerely. if i dont like you, it's obvious so.
i dont hide. i dont wear a mask.
i dont only find the others that i dont even TALK to just for a drink after pe when i dont bring my water bottle.
i dont take people for granted.
i give my hundred percent in everything.
but do you?
i can proudly say that i did not even think that you'll say that you dont find me clever all that, because that means that me, being clever ever crossed your mind.
i really studied. i'm not clever at all.
i am not popular. but ask the people who knows me.
i am not the one carrying a branded bag. having branded stuffs and going around to gossip.
i played my part and i knew it.
i may not have the money.
the looks.
the potential to be the popular girls in school, but all i know is, i tried everything i can to make things work out and i do treat my friends properly.
sometimes, the problem dont lies with the others.
you may find people who talk less, dont take branded stuffs or even not born to look as good as you weird. but have you ever thought about yourself?
people treat you as friends. yes, but as a friend who can keep secrets, go through all odds together? you? thanks but no thanks.
i'm not saying sorry to you.
i'm going to make you learn.
you are not a princess in the society.
theres people out there who can easily beat you. not by looks or popularity, but by their sincerity and knowledge.
is popularity and looks that important to you?
mixing with friends that are popular?
having branded stuffs?
true friends are not like that either.
?DETAICERPPAima ; i need an answer. ! 5:13 AM
I WANT TO PLAY BASKETBALL! x( I NEED TO! i havent played bb for so long le. exams coming and i'm dying. hais. tuition homework STILL not done.
?DETAICERPPAima ; i need an answer. ! 8:32 PM
whoot~! today is MY birthday :D i'm really happy (: i'm older already though. got lotsa smses this morning and all the "happy birthdays" .
qian qian;citrus
co co;strawberry
kang kang
jacinta
yan hao
and i think jenny
this are the people who smsed me the night before today or today :D thanks everyone.
kai kai;watermelon tagged me at night. (: thanks kai kai! i think i should relink those who asked me to. it's been so long since i relinked. i think today will be alright (:
p.s: my oral examination! i totally sucked in the picture interpretation. but i think i did well in the conversation. reading was alright ^^
?DETAICERPPAima ; i need an answer. ! 7:02 PM
I read her blog.
I felt sad and i teared.
i don't know why. but when i saw the pics of our class people and her freinds and her, i teared.
tash, i seriously miss you :(
hais. last time, it's just a table away to see and talk or joke with you, but now it's like so hard even to see you.
maybe because you left too suddenly.
the class seems unorganised and feel weird without you around.
really feeling down la. it's april fools today(:
though i managed to bluff corin, kaiyun and joey about me changing to a girls school.
LOLS! joey and corin nearly cried. kaiyun was super shocked and called me immediately. somehow know that someone care for whether i'm leaving makes me feel happy :D i'll be fooling you all next year! one year once. good for health. just the right amount of fright ^^ i have done all my homework. i think i should buck up already for this year. i'm not going to get distracted! i wont! i know it! XD
?DETAICERPPAima ; i need an answer. ! 3:12 AM
hellos! da jia hao :D i like so not blogging like that X) cant blame me also, my house com broke down again =/ irritated by it liao lor >.<
anyway, i cut my hair =X it's ... so SHORT. :-O
but it's alright (: a very big difference but, not a bad one :D anyway will grow back.
today, is meet the parent session ^^ my mum came yesterday, so i came school to do the survey only (: wanna take bio and A maths next year, BUT my science is extremely CANNOT-MAKE-IT. maths? sometimes good, sometimes like shit X( but i'm really going to work hard this year. no more slacking =) maybe sometimes ^^ but, i'm gonna at least try ;D mdm siti is my mum's customer. i don know is it a good or bad thing. LOLS! but i think its quite alright, at least i'm not a really bad student. i do my homework too. just a LITTLE BIT talkative :D hehe. i have to admit it. my maid used to call me chicken backside. X/ cos she say my mouth talk non stop like a chicken's backside. so guo fen.
i played tennis and went swimming yesterday (:
with xiao xi and bro.
it's really hard, tennis. it's heavy and hard to hit the ball back. but it's fun! i sat there laughing most of the time. my bro was so serious playing, and yet i did not hit back ANY of his ball. LMAO! xiaoxi was really a good ball picker ;D hahahahas! =X
played bb with jenny and kaiyun today (: real fun.
now blogging. (;
hai. i think i did quite badly for my this term. ): jiayou ba ,hwee chieh! :D
?DETAICERPPAima ; i need an answer. ! 8:38 PM
IODINE! FROM LIQUID TO GAS AFTER HEATING! ;D
SODIUM CHLORIDE! TURNED UPSIDE DOWN AFTER HEATING! IT STICKED! XD
-UNKNOWN- LOLS!
APPARATUS! ;D
i appreciated every practical lesson. thanks mrs chan! ((:
this lesson was long ago, but it's still very fun ;D
this lesson was long ago, but it's still very fun ;D
alrights, now let's talk about what happened yesterday at the dinner.
it was fun! ;D people were listening to the others singing and as you can see, we were busy taking pictures. LOLS! we had lotsa fun anyway ((:
the basketballers playing there were good! their shooting were amazingly accurate! ^^
i tell you. got one part of the concert that made me laugh like, HELL! there's this guy, hmm. middle aged, like 40s to 50s. he wore this like.. hmm. long long ago time dress. like kong zi and lao zi all that type of people. and he was singing with SO MANY ACTIONS and i think generally tried to attract attention and act COOL. then after that, with that attire, he sing finish still shout "WHOO~!" yes, the other parts when he sang the song "bao qing tian" made me laugh like hell. but that last part made me laugh till i was so full. LMAO! i can still laugh when thinking of him now. ok, should stop being so evil. hahahahas! ;D i enjoyed it. it was a family day ((: went with my parents and god-parents ^^
?DETAICERPPAima ; i need an answer. ! 9:43 PM
i bought BOA's new cd! it was nice nice nice! :D i love it la. i keep listening to it.
we did not get in. but it was alright. i was not that disappointed. we did not tell them what english songs are we going to present. so, it's alright ((: i'm joining something else with my classmates XD i hit shermaine damn "soft" today la. LOLS! she was like shouting like hell la! totally spoilt my eardrums. LMAO! i hit her, ya, but to me it was super soft can?! hahahas! now in PW. done finish my work ;D going off now ^^
?DETAICERPPAima ; i need an answer. ! 9:29 PM
WHOOT WHOOT~! i'm back! (: whee! hai. so long never blog le lor. so its like so "stranger" to the com also =X [what lousy english] anyway, alot of things happened when my com broke down ^^ let the pics speak instead of me typing so much :D
as you can see, this girl here is ki siao liao. LOLS! xiang super funny la! she what "RE QING BEN FANG!" LMAO! in the end, all of us end up doing the same and we all look so damn super stupid la! but super fun! hahahas! i'll never forget this lor! we played basketball with our p6 classmates and i cant believe i'm such a "pro". LOLS! but its also very fun :D get to see all our teachers but i really miss lin lao shi =( hai. she go to a school thats so far away. but, i'll sure go find her one day (;
so generally, we had fun that day. :D me, xing and ying took super lots of picture la! then we smile till our face cramp! HAHAHAHAS! at first is me that cant stop laughing, then ying finds it contageous then xiang scold us siao. LMAO! the place that we play is the roof top of a car park. we go there sometimes only. cos very windy :D but if got people we jiu wont go liao.
this is where we always play, do compo during PSLE when the sun is super hot and chasing aeroplanes like we never see one before. LOLS! crazy but fun =D
The weather a bit crazy that day. (:
so, the day back to primary school was super fun :D i totally had fun with my primary school frens and i miss them (:
I'M A YNPS EX STUDENT AND I'M PROUD OF IT :D
?DETAICERPPAima ; i need an answer. ! 10:25 PM