anata ga suki de aitakute kisu ga(:

2007-04-22T05:13:00.000-07:00

i'm not perfect and i knew it right from the start.
something happened yesterday. a quarrel i suppose.
i dont know why did you say i gave you a " bu shuang " face but i can swear that i did not.
you did not ask if you can play basketball with me, so how am i suppose to know.
i'm not fucking clever. yes, i agree.
i'm not fucking chio. yes, i agree.
i'm not fucking popular. and yes, i agree.

what i'm happy is that i treat everyone sincerely. if i dont like you, it's obvious so.
i dont hide. i dont wear a mask.
i dont only find the others that i dont even TALK to just for a drink after pe when i dont bring my water bottle.
i dont take people for granted.
i give my hundred percent in everything.
but do you?
i can proudly say that i did not even think that you'll say that you dont find me clever all that, because that means that me, being clever ever crossed your mind.
i really studied. i'm not clever at all.
i am not popular. but ask the people who knows me.
i am not the one carrying a branded bag. having branded stuffs and going around to gossip.
i played my part and i knew it.

i may not have the money.
the looks.
the potential to be the popular girls in school, but all i know is, i tried everything i can to make things work out and i do treat my friends properly.
sometimes, the problem dont lies with the others.
you may find people who talk less, dont take branded stuffs or even not born to look as good as you weird. but have you ever thought about yourself?
people treat you as friends. yes, but as a friend who can keep secrets, go through all odds together? you? thanks but no thanks.

i'm not saying sorry to you.
i'm going to make you learn.
you are not a princess in the society.
theres people out there who can easily beat you. not by looks or popularity, but by their sincerity and knowledge.
is popularity and looks that important to you?
mixing with friends that are popular?
having branded stuffs?
true friends are not like that either.

2007-04-13T20:32:00.001-07:00

I WANT TO PLAY BASKETBALL! x( I NEED TO! i havent played bb for so long le. exams coming and i'm dying. hais. tuition homework STILL not done.

2007-04-13T19:02:00.001-07:00

whoot~! today is MY birthday :D i'm really happy (: i'm older already though. got lotsa smses this morning and all the "happy birthdays" .

qian qian;citrus
co co;strawberry
kang kang
jacinta
yan hao
and i think jenny

this are the people who smsed me the night before today or today :D thanks everyone.
kai kai;watermelon tagged me at night. (: thanks kai kai! i think i should relink those who asked me to. it's been so long since i relinked. i think today will be alright (:

p.s: my oral examination! i totally sucked in the picture interpretation. but i think i did well in the conversation. reading was alright ^^

2007-04-01T03:12:00.000-07:00

I read her blog.
I felt sad and i teared.
i don't know why. but when i saw the pics of our class people and her freinds and her, i teared.
tash, i seriously miss you :(
hais. last time, it's just a table away to see and talk or joke with you, but now it's like so hard even to see you.
maybe because you left too suddenly.
the class seems unorganised and feel weird without you around.
really feeling down la. it's april fools today(:

though i managed to bluff corin, kaiyun and joey about me changing to a girls school.
LOLS! joey and corin nearly cried. kaiyun was super shocked and called me immediately. somehow know that someone care for whether i'm leaving makes me feel happy :D i'll be fooling you all next year! one year once. good for health. just the right amount of fright ^^ i have done all my homework. i think i should buck up already for this year. i'm not going to get distracted! i wont! i know it! XD

2007-03-23T20:38:00.000-07:00

hellos! da jia hao :D i like so not blogging like that X) cant blame me also, my house com broke down again =/ irritated by it liao lor >.<

anyway, i cut my hair =X it's ... so SHORT. :-O

but it's alright (: a very big difference but, not a bad one :D anyway will grow back.

today, is meet the parent session ^^ my mum came yesterday, so i came school to do the survey only (: wanna take bio and A maths next year, BUT my science is extremely CANNOT-MAKE-IT. maths? sometimes good, sometimes like shit X( but i'm really going to work hard this year. no more slacking =) maybe sometimes ^^ but, i'm gonna at least try ;D mdm siti is my mum's customer. i don know is it a good or bad thing. LOLS! but i think its quite alright, at least i'm not a really bad student. i do my homework too. just a LITTLE BIT talkative :D hehe. i have to admit it. my maid used to call me chicken backside. X/ cos she say my mouth talk non stop like a chicken's backside. so guo fen.

i played tennis and went swimming yesterday (:

with xiao xi and bro.

it's really hard, tennis. it's heavy and hard to hit the ball back. but it's fun! i sat there laughing most of the time. my bro was so serious playing, and yet i did not hit back ANY of his ball. LMAO! xiaoxi was really a good ball picker ;D hahahahas! =X

played bb with jenny and kaiyun today (: real fun.

now blogging. (;

hai. i think i did quite badly for my this term. ): jiayou ba ,hwee chieh! :D

2007-03-09T21:43:00.001-08:00

IODINE! FROM LIQUID TO GAS AFTER HEATING! ;D

SODIUM CHLORIDE! TURNED UPSIDE DOWN AFTER HEATING! IT STICKED! XD

-UNKNOWN- LOLS!

APPARATUS! ;D

i appreciated every practical lesson. thanks mrs chan! ((:
this lesson was long ago, but it's still very fun ;D

alrights, now let's talk about what happened yesterday at the dinner.

it was fun! ;D people were listening to the others singing and as you can see, we were busy taking pictures. LOLS! we had lotsa fun anyway ((:

the basketballers playing there were good! their shooting were amazingly accurate! ^^

i tell you. got one part of the concert that made me laugh like, HELL! there's this guy, hmm. middle aged, like 40s to 50s. he wore this like.. hmm. long long ago time dress. like kong zi and lao zi all that type of people. and he was singing with SO MANY ACTIONS and i think generally tried to attract attention and act COOL. then after that, with that attire, he sing finish still shout "WHOO~!" yes, the other parts when he sang the song "bao qing tian" made me laugh like hell. but that last part made me laugh till i was so full. LMAO! i can still laugh when thinking of him now. ok, should stop being so evil. hahahahas! ;D i enjoyed it. it was a family day ((: went with my parents and god-parents ^^

2007-03-06T21:29:00.000-08:00

i bought BOA's new cd! it was nice nice nice! :D i love it la. i keep listening to it.

we did not get in. but it was alright. i was not that disappointed. we did not tell them what english songs are we going to present. so, it's alright ((: i'm joining something else with my classmates XD i hit shermaine damn "soft" today la. LOLS! she was like shouting like hell la! totally spoilt my eardrums. LMAO! i hit her, ya, but to me it was super soft can?! hahahas! now in PW. done finish my work ;D going off now ^^

2007-03-03T22:25:00.001-08:00

WHOOT WHOOT~! i'm back! (: whee! hai. so long never blog le lor. so its like so "stranger" to the com also =X [what lousy english] anyway, alot of things happened when my com broke down ^^ let the pics speak instead of me typing so much :D

as you can see, this girl here is ki siao liao. LOLS! xiang super funny la! she what "RE QING BEN FANG!" LMAO! in the end, all of us end up doing the same and we all look so damn super stupid la! but super fun! hahahas! i'll never forget this lor! we played basketball with our p6 classmates and i cant believe i'm such a "pro". LOLS! but its also very fun :D get to see all our teachers but i really miss lin lao shi =( hai. she go to a school thats so far away. but, i'll sure go find her one day (;

so generally, we had fun that day. :D me, xing and ying took super lots of picture la! then we smile till our face cramp! HAHAHAHAS! at first is me that cant stop laughing, then ying finds it contageous then xiang scold us siao. LMAO! the place that we play is the roof top of a car park. we go there sometimes only. cos very windy :D but if got people we jiu wont go liao.

FIRE DRILL~ whoo~! ;D

this is where we always play, do compo during PSLE when the sun is super hot and chasing aeroplanes like we never see one before. LOLS! crazy but fun =D

The weather a bit crazy that day. (:

so, the day back to primary school was super fun :D i totally had fun with my primary school frens and i miss them (:

I'M A YNPS EX STUDENT AND I'M PROUD OF IT :D

2007-02-10T20:58:00.000-08:00

hmm. yupp yupp. havent say that i'm super proud of my elder brother. i mean all of us are proud of him ((: cos he got a very good grade for o'levels =D we're all happy for him ^^ he got 13 marks (= not alot of people expected his marks to be this good though, cos he used to play com everyday. but glad now =D hai. the next will be me. X/ hai hai.

my sis tell me my o'level papaer set le eh! =O she say its being set two years before we take it. i need to buck up in my english already. if not i'll end up no where to go X( LOLS! but i'll strive from now in order achieve my " SO-FAR-AWAY" good results. ((:

2007-02-09T21:32:00.000-08:00

YAY! MY HOUSE COM IS ALRIGHT ALREADY! i deleted quite a lot of posts, most is angry ones or sad ones from last year to start a new beginning =D but think from now, hmm. its quite stupid. people's beginning start so long liao i start in feb =.= but never mind, at least still got start (: our class went to SUGEI BULOH on the 31st of Jan, its very fun! XD i chased after a monitor lizard to take a picture of it, but i only can take its back view, so discouraging. LOLS! but, i still enjoyed the fun i had with my friends X)

2006-12-21T20:42:00.000-08:00

WHEETS~! Went out with corin, kai yun and kanghui yesterday! ((: did not take neos cos too busy to shop for X'MAS PRESENTS! XD LOLS! Anyways, i bought for corin a black and white pig bolster on the sport, and she was like.. SO SHOCKED AND GAN DONG AH, LOLS! ^^ But happy that she liked it. and i also bought kaiyun's present on the sport. but i didnt really know if she like it. cos its like so small )): Hmm. i'll think of some other way to make up ba =/ i'm going to wish corin bonvoyage cos she's going overseas tomorrow (: i just went to read corin's blog. and this is what i want to say:

EH! PLEASE HOR! ok.. hmm. maybe you don match with some other girls in our class but at least, or no matter what we're still friends k? This "BRAINY OR NOT" thingy will not affect us in our friendship alright? we'll still be friends, as long as we are all "CRAZY" type ((: LOLS! will always be friends =D , TAKECARE!

2006-12-17T04:19:00.000-08:00

Whoot whoot~! Today's my da jie's "BIG DAY" . LOLS! my bro and sis spent lots of hours decorating the function room for it. Hope she appreciates it (: Anyway, the food was great. Though this was the leftovers la, cos phone no batt so cant manage to take pics in "LIVE" X)) hehe.

I drank the wine or .. dont know wad is it called but its quite nice =D Drank lots of green tea also. Just cant forget the scene of my jie fu being SABO! i know we're really quite bad. ok.. hmm. we bought disposable panties and "DESIGNED" it. LOLS! like writing, you know some stuffs that is so embarassing and also tying red colour strings all over the panty. LMAO! They're supposed to wear it, my jie fu and his so called "brothers" LMAO! They still need to sway to the music and shake their ass la, HAHAHAHA! this is the ending part. In the morning, we request for him to sing "Morning, morning, morningning, morning" and must hit the wok with the cooking thingy. Then the neighbours living upstairs all look down lor! XD *evil* we wanted him to sing this cos when we go to his house for overnight, he'll always sing LOUDLY and wake us up. so, since he like to do this, then we'll let him do ba! I'll see if a can get a couple of pics of them being SABOED. LOLS! I'll sure post it! X)) my jie fu was the most pathetic one. he has to wear that "STYLISH" panty throughout the SABO. good for him. LOLS!

We had buffet at home and in function room. This is one of the decos.

NICE RIGHT?! ((:

Then, the buffet have give rose basket. so nice! Let me let you all see (:

Hmm. maybe its too dark. Mum actually dont let me keep some, she asked my bro's frens to throw away but they left it around the doorway. so.. YAY! i manage to pluck some and keep ^^

And, i plucked one more (:

YEAH! got lots of hong bao! WHOO~!

2006-12-15T19:06:00.000-08:00

Whoot~! whoot~! went out with sis yesterday (: actually its for the AH YI'S in her wedding =D Its in "Sakae Sushi" ^^ Its been quite long since i ate it (: there's a few friends of my sis too, we really got along super well. cos we're super... Lame. LOLS! yupps, thats the thing that made us so talkative. we keep on talking about lame jokes. we laugh until everyone looked at us =I actually i laughed the loudest la. so nvm. she got one fren never come cos sick. my sis's frens are Shan, Jovene [corredt rite? (:] , Carol and Pearline (: so. its fun fun fun ^^ we ate quite alot actually =X this was how it goes.. ((:

FIRSTLY..

THEN..

AND WE ENDED UP WALKING AWAY LIKE THIS..

so generally, the meal went like this =D plus lotsa lame jokes and stories. LOLS! This "Girls Night Out" was FUN! XD

2006-12-11T18:46:00.000-08:00

I must update what i did with jenny, joey and kaiyun when we went out. LOLS! XD we went to marina squre and suntec city. OK. its super lame. we went to "ACTION CITY", then there's this fake potato chips then if you clap hands, it'll start dancing! so we kept clapping around the shop, non-stop alright?! no chance for other people to clap. LMAO! Amazed rite? so esp me, i got so amazed till i decided "why not shout instead of just clapping" then, that was the funny part, we came shouting in the shop. LOLS! i went out of the shop and laughing non -stop. joey found it interesting also. and guess what? we went back in to shout one more time! Ok, this is crazy enough and we went into "CREATIVE" this time. we walk then see see. after that there's a computer this computer is can use one and its the song of the shop. then i told jenny, "ee, the song sucks lor, wanna change it ma?" then jenny really go change lor! funny is at the previus song sing till half way then suddenly change and everyone's looking at us in the end. LMAO! this time i really cannot ta han. i just go out of the shop then laugh till mad. we actually wanna go back to shout at the "potato chip" but got a small boy boy playing le ): so thats the "FUN" things we did that day =D [HEY! I REALLY ENJOYED GOING OUT ALL OF YOU! (: , TAKECARE! =D]

P.S: those who we didnt call, i'm super sorry. this was a last min. Sorry ah. Next time will ok? This is my sincere apology to you all. =/

Ok, just now i go friendster, then there's this guy view me but then i dunno who also la. then i go see lor. EEEE! his pics, ok maybe not him, the people he like was super... ok not scary maybe. They are overly artistic. LOLS! =X But.. his english is... ~~FREAKING GOOD!~~ maybe ok only la. X)) is i too lousy le. maybe. ^^

Till here! (:

2006-12-05T04:09:00.000-08:00

On sunday, 3rd of dec, we went out with my bro in law's famile (: Ate and sang the karaoke. =D Very fun though! I was super sad that i did not go to the chalet opened by guzheng teacher ): I think it'll be super fun lor! So sad lor. Bought X'mas cards! i wrote some already (: Still left some to write ^^ Today go shop. Then write X'mas cards and do chinese hw. sp sian ah. History havent even touch yet! Hai. Actually felt like staying at home but parents why dont let! So what lor. Da jing xiao guai. X'mas coming le! YAY~!

2006-11-24T22:09:00.000-08:00

Sorry for not blogging so super long cos i'm super lazy. LOLS! ~~heng, yi jia never come make me again~~ =X shh.. LMAO! Guzheng camp ended on Thurs 24. Its quite fun =D esp the water and the first game (: had lots of fun. at night i could hardly sleep because kaiyun kept telling jokes and laughing. LOLS! but she slept at last! >.<> with my bro and cousin (: the story's quite sad at first but everything's alright at last. after that went out with da jie, er jie, bro and jie fu till 11 something XD went to eat chicken wing, satay etc. so nice! ^^ calories wise, i'm going to cut it today cos i'm going to rollerblade and bowling! YEAH! XD oh ya! Jeneeda came to singapore already! =D she and my er jie's going out today. really sorry for not going out with her cos going to rollerblade with my da jie. but nvm. we'll have a chance no matter what. ^^

X'MAS COMING! wheets~! X)) going crazy. need to save up money to buy x'mas presents! =) HAPPENING <3

2006-11-21T04:40:00.000-08:00

Does your name begin with: H,

You seek a mate who can enhance your zest for life ,fun & everything you seek for.
You will be very generous to your lover once you have attained a commitment.
You are very affectionate & very strong.
Your gifts are actually an investment in your partner.
Before the commitment, though, you tend to be very careful with your every move and equally cautious in your involvement's often as you believe that you have to look out fo r yourself.
You are a sensual and patient lover. You will hold off till everything meets your full approval. You are a perfectionist, hard to satisfy and strong in your beliefs. Not influential, you always stand your ground. People can always count on you to stand by them in a crisis. You are a dreamer with/ a passion for life.

Thats what cert sent in email (: my sis are all the same =D LOLS!

2006-11-20T21:41:00.000-08:00

LOLS! going to play basketball with ~~bro's gf~~ later =X now going to shop le ^^

No relationships now.
Love is complicated, which i dont like.
And not interested.

2006-11-18T12:50:00.000-08:00

Just went to watch "STEP UP" =D its extremely, super nice! ^^ no matter if you like to dance or not, watching this show is really worth it! (:

They all really made me feel better after what had happened. Going out with them is really fun. My siblings of course XD He's totally ridiculous this days. i think i'm not his ~~daughter~~ . LOLS! He's picking on me in everything and i'm so sick, sad and tired of it. Trying to MOTIVATE me? too bad then, i dont really care.

We went to eat Mc Flurry after that =D Discussing about how to sabo our bro-in law that day! Wheets~! we came up if a super splendid idea. Cant let the cat out of the bag first. in case. must keep my mouth shut =X Doing all those embarrassing things right in the middle of the swimming pool + early in the morning will be FUN! now its pay-back time already! LMAO! He kept BRIBING my bro lor! Too bad! He's not gonna help you! =P So excited about that day ^^ ''' Till here! SUNSHINE AFTER THE RAIN <3

2006-11-14T04:33:00.000-08:00

I'M UPDATING MY BLOG NOW! YI JIA!! LOOK AT THIS!! LMAO! really dont have the time (: so sorry. sis going to have wedding le. yeah! WHEETS~! so excited! =D cant wait till that day. when that day comes i'll post the pics to let you all see (: sis made her wedding invitation cards herself (: so nice lor! cos she designed herself ^^ ok i gotta go. 2nd sis wanna use =D till here! EXCITED <3

2006-11-10T20:22:00.000-08:00

This wednesday, 8 of nov, we guzheng members have to go to school de bus stop. guess for what? give money only =.= why cannot this friday give lor. got guzheng practice also wad =/ nvm (: give already. actually quite looking forward to the guzheng camp. although know wont be super fun but at least still have friends! =D some more paid $6 leh! how can don go! =X LOL! hmm..go school liao then kaiyun go my shop (: actually wann watch movie but parents dont let ): I'm sorry kaiyun =I super sorry. but in the end we went to play BASKETBALL! yay! (: its fun! but this time played 2 hrs like that only cos morning got exercise also. hmm.. still left a whole pile of hol. hw. for me too complete =I ok, till here ^^ HOMEWORK + FUN <3

2006-11-05T00:12:00.000-08:00

YAY~! BOUGHT CAI CHUN JIA WHICH IS JOI CHUA'S CD! Her songs are super nice! XD went to the shop for 4 to 5 times just wanting to buy her album, but when i went is not no people or is sold out ): . at last, mum bought it for me! =D really wanna thank her for it! ^^ her songs are extremely nice! worth it! OVERJOYED! <3

2006-11-03T17:44:00.000-08:00

This few days is super fun! (: went out with friends lotsa time then so fun X)) went to princess and watch ghost movie with yi jia and kaiyun, cos cost $6 only ^^ we watched the grudge 2. so scary ah. but think is people act one jiu ok le lor. kaiyun almost like see de whole show lor! until the last part then shut her eyes, if not i think she'll never cover lor! she's so not scared ah! yi jia and me keep using jacket to cover and i was eating tidbits like crazy while watchin the show. hahahas =X the ghost is suddenly come out one lor, NO warning AT ALL! in the end we like keep thinkin about the show's scary parts. there's hardly 10 person in the cinema lor. thats why its so creepy. went to play basketball after that with them (: FUN! we were talking about who never shoot into the hook means missing someone. hahahahas. =X lame, i know =.= but we had fun! =D HAPPY <3

2006-10-28T23:44:00.000-07:00

Whoots~! this thurs already is the last day of school. i totally had fun (: Esp the last part of the day when we played with water. that was just SUPER FUN! and i was super duper WET in the process! got splashed most by zi yun, qian hui, jennifer and RAUDHAH! LOLS! once is zi yun, jennifer and qian hui all come attack me ah! then wan lei and raudhah also come attack me! we gals went up to splash the guys water also. Hahahas. but its like only got manfung and yan hao 2 guys only lor! so pathtic ah! all the other guys are just cowards lor! never even stay back ah! but they are like so prepared lor. saved so many water to splash us! then in the end idris they all come with wad? PEPSI! what the hell lor! heng all the gals run till like siao. i never get splashed ^^ so.. i became super duper WET in the process! LOLS! hahahas! X)) me and joey in the end decided to evaporate ourselves in the sun but there's no sun. even mother nature is not on our side! so.. me, kaiyun, kanghui, corin and chee may walked to bubble tea shop to buy bubble tea (: after that me and corin took bus home. i sat under the air con in the bus and was nearly freezed to death! corin also. hai.. got so exhausted when i got home. but no matter what it was a fun day (: FUN + WET <3

2006-10-24T02:32:00.000-07:00

I woke up this morning and straight away recieved some naggings and fabulous scoldings. such a bright and sunny tuesday morning. DREADFUL <3

2006-10-20T05:52:00.000-07:00

YAY! finally put tag board liao (: so happy. LOLS. X)) sis came back from cruise on wed! =) so happy to see her again! she bought me a skirt ^^ so nice! she bought a puma bag for my da jie =) school on thurs was fun! as it was post exam day so we played the whole day and watch movie in hall. we sat in groups and me, kaiyun and joey were lying down and sleeping instead of watching the movie. Hahaha! =X bought chicken rice outside of canteen to the road side in school to eat (: really was fun! how i wish everyday in school would be like that =) RELAX <3

2006-10-15T00:40:00.000-07:00

YEAH! finally went out with them (: my best friends (: hmm.. too bad kang hui never go ): if not sure more fun de. shit.. tomorrow i am getting back my results! =O sure'll get a great shock from my grades. Hai.. "-_-" but no matter wad, i still had fun! (: Cca resuming tomorrow and i haven't touched guzheng yet =X Cant wait till december! Can go out with xiang they all! (: so long never see them le wonder how are they doing now. ^^ Sis is goin' on cruise for 4 days due to school stuffs. will really miss her naggings! YES! Exams are over! so.. Everyone have fun! (: SLACK <3